without doubt

I rush and race between the faces of what could have been

original sin staring me in the face

from the haunted window

within it lingering what was said but never seen

what was felt but never expelled

I sense a sudden underlying destiny

whispering to me

I already know where to go

I just haven’t been able to accept it

resting in place

after days of misalignment and compromising

the size of it incomprehensible

I send you heartfelt emotions

frozen between gratefulness and shaking limbs

my fingers always lead the way

go or stay

a forever conundrum

forever in the realm of questions that shouldn’t be answered

-D.